For Better or For Worse

For better or for worse I am not a single bit human any more now I lie in my nest completely stripped of my humanity, it went down the sloping soils with the rain, and my breaking nails were not enough to hold the fruitful soil from being dragged away. I remember how it felt, when I was getting showered with soil and rainwater in my cavern underneath a hollow tree trunk, the tree bruised my back and my arms bled down, watering the earth with deep red and dark brown, I shrank into nothingness and swam in my blood, it watered the soil as I got swallowed by mud. The alien in me obliges to give you congratulations tomorrow they will be condolences if you really cared about me that would be true or I think it might just be good morning but I know you care about me I rest assured.