Full Tilt - Analysis
Bad news in a world that can’t keep its stories straight
The poem’s central move is to treat loss as both real and ridiculous: a death arrives as Disturbing news
from a wind tunnel
, and the cause is a punchline—daylight saving time
or a terrible syllabus accident
. That collision of tragedy with bureaucratic nonsense isn’t just comedy; it’s a portrait of a mind trying to speak about death in a culture where explanation has become flimsy, interchangeable, and oddly impersonal. The dead person is He’s gone
—vaguely designated—yet surrounded by social noise, champions
, as if public approval were supposed to protect him. It doesn’t.
Dead leaves as a stubborn, almost insolent consolation
Against that chaotic announcement, the poem offers a small, steady image: dead leaves
(specified as maple or aspen
) that are paradoxically a sign of life
. The speaker urges, Let’s leave things as they are
, letting the leaves keep drying in the sun
and soaking up the sweetness
that’s in everything
. The consolation is not a grand meaning, but a kind of permission: don’t overmanage grief; let ordinary processes—drying, soaking—do their quiet work. Still, the contradiction bites: the sign of life is made of what’s already dead, and the sweetness is declared universal precisely when the poem has begun with annihilation.
Taking chances, arriving at the root of misery
That hope hardens into accusation: taking chances
has led, supposedly, To the root
of human misery
. The tone turns scolding and theatrical as misery itself is addressed like a person on a stage: Misery, get up, get down
. The speaker inventories its humiliations—Your hair is a mess
, your dress a fright
, curdled armpits
—as if suffering is both intimate and grotesquely public. Yet even this degradation has a strange dignity: those armpits speak to us
. The poem can’t decide whether misery is contemptible or authoritative; it’s repellent, but it carries the only testimony that feels true.
When speech is the problem, not the solution
One of the poem’s sharpest tensions appears in the line better to have nothing to say
while telling about what happened today
. The speaker seems to distrust the daily-news mode—summaries, agendas, the sense that everything can be cleanly reported. It was so much
, the poem says, and then names the impulse to package it as that morbid agenda
. In other words, language itself becomes suspect: it can turn catastrophe into an item on a list, a topic, a performance. The poem keeps talking anyway, but it talks in jolts and swerves, as if honesty requires refusing a single stable account.
Pretty endings, purchased identities, and the mercy of distraction
The hinge comes with Now, why not investigate
how all this might end up pretty
. But the poem immediately mistrusts that prettiness by dragging in a figure who is both literal and symbolic: the whore
who waits until the last taxi is gone, then gets repackaged
in a department store window
so you can pretend
you bought it. Beauty here is a retail lie, a way of laundering what’s raw into something displayable. The poem’s consolations are repeatedly threatened by commodification: even relief can be an item, even desire can become a purchase, even shame can be arranged under glass.
Louise at home plate, the lemon in pursuit
Then the poem bolts into a frantic, communal shout—I’m up here, Louise
, we’re all up here
—as if grief has turned into a stadium full of people waiting for someone else to act. Louise is asked to step up to home plate
and bat us a cool one
, an absurd request that mixes sports heroics with the desire for a drink, a breeze, a reprieve. Immediately, ordinary obligation interrupts: in the station an hour ago
. The poem’s way of illustrat
ing life becomes a cartoon montage: the four of you in Cincinnati
waving across the plain
, a lemon
giving chase, all of it leading to student unrest
. Events don’t connect by logic so much as by the mind’s jump-cuts, where urgency, guilt, and public crisis blur into one restless picture.
A delayed tomorrow and the fainting-out of the fable
By the end, the poem offers a weary postponement: We don’t have to worry
—tomorrow
will be just as good
. But even that is compromised by institutions that have been waiting too long: The fraternity has already waited
an eternity
. The final image is cosmically desperate and oddly bodily at once: coaxing the stars
to produce the fruit
you need in your stockinh or shorts
. It’s as if hope has been reduced to shaking the universe for a small, private proof of sustenance. And then the poem refuses closure in the plainest way: this scene too faded away
like a fable
. Not resolved, not redeemed—simply dimmed, as if the mind turned the page because it could not bear to keep looking.
The poem’s daring claim: ugliness is one of the only honest witnesses
If sweetness
is in everything
, why does the poem insist on curdled
armpits, whores in windows, and a death blamed on scheduling? The poem seems to argue that consolation that arrives cleanly—pretty, packaged, purchasable—can’t be trusted. What can be trusted, oddly, is the messy body of misery and the jumpy, overfull mind that keeps failing to tell what happened today
without turning it into an agenda.
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