Are You Drinking?
Washed-up, on shore, the old yellow notebook out again. I write from the bed as I did last year. Will see the doctor on Monday. "Yes, doctor, weak legs, vertigo, head-aches and my back hurts." "Are you drinking?" he will ask. "Are you getting your exercise, your vitamins?" I think that I am just ill with life, the same stale yet fluctuating factors. Even at the track I watch the horses run by and it seems meaningless. I leave early after buying tickets on the remaining races. "Taking off?" asks the motel clerk. "Yes, it's boring," I tell him. "If you think it's boring out there," he tells me, "you oughta be back here." So here I am propped up against my pillows again just an old guy just an old writer with a yellow notebook. Something is walking across the floor toward me. Oh, it's just my cat this time.