Emily Dickinson

If I’m Lost Now

poem 256

If I’m Lost Now - meaning Summary

Favored Then Abandoned

The speaker remembers a moment of sudden spiritual favor — gates opening, angels attending — and contrasts it with a present sense of exile. The poem tracks the shock and personal estrangement of feeling once chosen and now rejected, addressing a second person with the warning that the Savior’s turned face will make that banishment unmistakable. It compresses a trajectory from grace to alienation in spare, direct images.

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If I’m lost now That I was found Shall still my transport be That once on me those Jasper Gates Blazed open suddenly That in my awkward gazing face The Angels softly peered And touched me with their fleeces, Almost as if they cared I’m banished now you know it How foreign that can be You’ll know Sir when the Savior’s face Turns so away from you

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