My Period Had Come For Prayer - Analysis
poem 564
Prayer as the only workable language
The poem begins with an almost practical admission: My period had come for Prayer
. It sounds like a season in the speaker’s inner life when ordinary skills stop helping—No other Art would do
. That word Art matters: prayer isn’t presented as piety so much as a last surviving craft, the one tool left when other methods fail. Yet even prayer feels clumsy. The speaker’s Tactics missed a rudiment
, as if the basic step of the procedure is missing. The opening question—Creator Was it you?
—is both an accusation and a plea: if the speaker can’t pray properly, is God responsible for the missing “rudiment,” the missing instruction manual?
The climb that prayer demands
From there the poem makes a stark claim about what prayer does to the person who attempts it: God grows above
, and therefore Horizons must ascend
. Prayer changes the geometry of the world; it forces an upward recalibration. The speaker responds with a strange, forceful action: I stepped upon the North
to see this Curious Friend
. The North is not just a direction but a gesture toward extremity—cold, altitude, abstraction, the place on a map where ordinary travel becomes conceptually thin. Calling God a Friend softens the distance, but Curious keeps it unsettled: the speaker is drawn to God, but also treats Him as a puzzle to be inspected.
A God without a house
The poem’s search quickly runs into a problem of evidence. God has no recognizable dwelling: His House was not
; there’s no sign
, no Chimney
, no Door
. These are domestic markers—proof that someone lives somewhere, that warmth and daily life exist inside. The speaker tries to infer residence anyway, but all she can deduce is Vast Prairies of Air
. The phrase is almost comic in its scale: a “prairie” suggests open land you can traverse, but here it’s made of air, meaning there’s nothing to step on, nothing to knock on, no threshold to cross. The poem stages the tension between a human desire for the concrete—chimneys, doors, addresses—and the speaker’s encounter with a God who refuses to be localized.
Infinitude without a face
That tension sharpens into a direct complaint: the view is Unbroken by a Settler
—no human foothold, no sign of habitation, no mediator. Then comes the boldest question in the poem: Infinitude Had’st Thou no Face
. The speaker isn’t merely asking for a sign; she wants a face, the most intimate surface of recognition. It’s a request to translate “infinitude” into something relational, something that can look back. The plea—That I might look on Thee?
—reveals what prayer is for this speaker: not self-expression, not moral accounting, but the hope of a reciprocal encounter. The contradiction is painful: God is defined by boundlessness, but the speaker can only love (or even address) what has contours.
The turn: from errand to awe
The last stanza performs the poem’s hinge. For a moment, the speaker seems to get what she wanted: The Silence condescended
and Creation stopped for Me
. The language suggests an audience granted—an enormous courtesy, almost a divine pause. And yet that very stillness overwhelms the original purpose: awed beyond my errand
. Prayer was an “errand,” a task with an intended outcome; awe unhooks the task from its goal. The closing line—I worshipped did not pray
—draws a clean distinction. Prayer, in this poem, is speech aimed at a response; worship is what happens when speech fails under the pressure of the encounter.
A sharp question the poem won’t settle
If Creation stopped
and the speaker still did not pray
, what would count as an answered prayer here? The poem suggests that the speaker’s deepest desire—God’s face, God’s legibility—cannot be granted without shrinking God into a house with a door. The silence “condescends,” but it never becomes a face; the speaker is left with the paradox that the closest approach to God produces not clearer language, but a more total inability to speak.
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